A personal essay · Est. 2026

Coming home
to myself.

A nine-year story of pain, silence, survival, and healing, written for the seventeen-year-old I once was, and for anyone else still searching in the dark.

The author sitting on a wooden bench by a canal at golden hour, beside one of her paintings of daisies and a sunset.
Just me with one of my paintings, somewhere in the UK.

"You are not ugly. You are not broken. You are not a burden. You are someone going through something extraordinarily hard — and you deserve to know that someone else has walked this road and come out the other side."

— From the blog

About

Why this exists.

When I was seventeen and frightened and had no name for what was happening to my body, I searched the internet and found almost nothing. Especially not in India, especially not from someone who looked like me.

This blog is the space I needed back then. A place of honesty about Hidradenitis Suppurativa. The pain, the shame, the loneliness, and the slow, non-linear road back to a life that feels like your own.

Read the full story

01

Honest words

Long-form, unfiltered writing about living with HS. What no clinic appointment will tell you.

02

Community

A growing space for people in the UK, India, and beyond. You don't have to explain from scratch here.

03

Hope

Not toxic positivity. Just proof, from someone on the other side, that healing is possible.